Power of NOW

I recently came across this book, The Power of Now: A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment by Eckhart Tolle as I was going through my book collections. The book is enlightening. It is beautifully written. Eckhart Tolle introduces us with his story. A story of early depression and despair that resulted in a wonderful experience of awakening one night not long after his birthday. Here is what he states:

I opened my eyes. The first light of dawn was filtering through the curtains. Without any thought, I felt, I knew that there is infinitely more to light than we realise……… Everything was fresh and pristine, as if it had just come into existence… I walked around the city in utter amazement at the miracle of life on earth, as if I had just been born into this world.

The book originated in response to questions asked by individuals in seminars, meditation classes and private counselling sessions. The book has dialogues which alternate between two levels. The first one, the nature of human unconsciousness and dysfunction as well as its most common behavioural manifestations, from the conflict in relationships to wars between tribes and nations. This he states as ‘false’ in you. Unless you acknowledge this there can be no transformation and you could end up into illusion and pain. The second level is of the profound transformation of human consciousness not as distant future but of now- no matter who you are or where you are. The following is as he states this:

The words are not always concerned with information but designed to draw you into this new consciousness as you read. I endeavour to take you with me into that timeless state of intense conscious presence in the Now, so as to give you the taste of enlightenment…I believe you will realise that they contain a great deal of spiritual power and they may become for you the most rewarding parts of this book. Every person carries the seed of enlightenment within, I often address myself to the knower in you who dwells behind the thinker, the deeper self that immediately recognises the spiritual truth, resonates with it, and gains strength from it.

In chapter 1, he explains Enlightenment. Here is what he has to say:

The word enlightenment conjures up the idea of some superhuman accomplishment and the ego likes to keep it that way, but it is simply your natural state of felt oneness with Being. A state of connectedness with something immeasurable and indestructible, essentially you and yet is much greater than you. It is finding your true nature beyond name and form. The inability to feel this connectedness gives rise to the illusion of separation, from yourself and from the world around you…. Fear arises and conflict within and without becomes the norm.

He further states that:

Enlightenment is a state of wholeness of being, at one and therefore at peace. At one with life in its manifested aspect… Enlightenment is not only the end of suffering and of continuous conflict within and without, but also the end of the dreadful enslavement to incessant thinking.

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Eckhart Tolle

This book contains important lessons about how to live in the present and dissociate from your mind and ego.

I shall conclude with his own words about the Power of Now:

Only through accessing the power of Now, which is your own power, can there be true forgiveness. This renders the past powerless, and you realise deeply that nothing you ever did or that was ever done to you could touch even in the slightest the radiant essence of who you are. The whole concept of forgiveness then becomes unnecessary.

When you surrender to what is and so become fully present, the past ceases to have any power. You do not need it anymore. Presence is the key. The Now is the key.

Nothing has happened in the past; it happened in the Now. Nothing will ever happen in the future; it will happen Now.

The book makes you rethink about the purpose of life and to live in the now. You cannot control what is going to happen.

It is one of my favourite books and often refer to it as it transforms your thinking.

 

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To Cancer with love- My Journey of Joy

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Last week, #Tata Literature Live 2015, I happen to attend this session ‘Fighting the Big C’. Choose your own approach. The panel consisted of Neelam Kumar, Amit Vaidya and Amrita Chaudhary.

 

The panel- Neelam Kumar, Amrita Chaudhary and Amit Vaidya
The panel Neelam Kumar, Amrita Chaudhary and Amit Vaidya

Neelam Kumar spoke about how she had undergone treatment for her cancer which struck her two times. There were cancer groups she met during this time. She stated that you need to have positivity and inner strength during these times. Teachings of Buddha have helped her too on this journey. She says that you are alone on this journey where people won’t support you and you need to find your inner strength. Change the way you think. (Your approach).

Neelam Kumar introduced to us her book To Cancer, with Love: My Journey of Joy. She recounts her years of illness, betrayal, financial hardships, the breakdown of relationships and the death of loved ones besides the obvious emotional and physical trauma she underwent during this time.

I like to quote a few lines from her preface to this book –

Life is like water. Ever flowing. It has no beginning and no end.

Like a meandering river, it twists and turns into ever new topography. Sometimes it delights us with a patch of sunshine so intense that you wish you could run bare feet onto its banks and stay there forever. But just when you are preparing for this escapade, it winds without a warning into a terrain so grim, dark and foreboding that you wish you could run for cover. Except that there is none.

That is the adventure that makes life such a crazily, dizzy, thrilling journey. The only way out is to fall deeply, madly, irrevocably in love with it.

In the second section of the book, The Sea and Me is all about profound life lessons she has learned from the sea and the six strategies it can teach us to cope with the interval between birth and death. She quotes President Kennedy –

It is an interesting biological fact that all of us have in our veins the exact same percentage of salt in our blood that exists in the ocean, and, therefore, we have salt in our blood, in our sweat and in our tears. We are tied to the ocean. And when we go back to the sea, whether it is to sail or to watch, we are going back from whence we came’.

It is no wonder that the sea covers seventh-tenths of the terrestrial globe. We are the sea and sea is us. The sea is the greatest of all teachers.

Then in her third section of the book – Interactive section Life skills. Life throws at us myriad challenges and we do not know the answers. This section attempts to answer question’s whether it is a communication roadblock, confronting illness and death, handling adversity and obstacles, facing financial hardships and fears. How to overcome your fears?

Finally, a few teachings of Buddha from Daisaku Ikeda, Buddhist philosopher, peace builder, educator, author and poet. He is the third president of Soka Gakkai lay Buddhist organisation and the founding president of Soka Gakkai International (SGI), which is the largest and the most diverse of Buddhist organisations, promoting a philosophy of character development and social engagement for peace. I shall end with his quote

Even if things don’t unfold the way you expected, don’t be disheartened or give up.  One who continues to advance will win in the end.

Her book is simple to read and one could relate to it. If you are a non-fiction reader, then to do read this one.


 

 

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Sylvia Plath

Last week, on October 27, was 83 anniversary of Sylvia’s birth. Pulitzer Prize-winning author who left in the wake of her own disaster, a legacy of lyrics that join alarming force and amazing creativity. With the brutally frank self-exposure and emotional immediacy, Plath’s poems, from “Lady Lazarus” to “Daddy,” have had a continuing impact on contemporary verse.

Her novel ‘Bell Jar’ was published in January 1963 under Plath’s chosen pseudonym Victoria Lucas.

Plath can be analysed from various perspectives as feminist and feminine, mythological and political, an English Romantic and an American Modernist.

Image courtesy- voiceseducation.org
Image courtesy voiceseducation.org

Here is her a well-known poetry ‘Daddy

You do not do, you do not do
Any more, black shoe
In which I have lived like a foot
For thirty years, poor and white,
Barely daring to breathe or Achoo.

Daddy, I have had to kill you.
You died before I had time—-
Marble-heavy, a bag full of God,
Ghastly statue with one gray toe
Big as a Frisco seal

And a head in the freakish Atlantic
Where it pours bean green over blue
In the waters off the beautiful Nauset.
I used to pray to recover you.
Ach, du.

In the German tongue, in the Polish town
Scraped flat by the roller
Of wars, wars, wars.
But the name of the town is common.
My Polack friend

Says there are a dozen or two.
So I never could tell where you
Put your foot, your root,
I never could talk to you.
The tongue stuck in my jaw.

It stuck in a barb wire snare.
Ich, ich, ich, ich,
I could hardly speak.
I thought every German was you.
And the language obscene

An engine, an engine,
Chuffing me off like a Jew.
A Jew to Dachau, Auschwitz, Belsen.
I began to talk like a Jew.
I think I may well be a Jew.

The snows of the Tyrol, the clear beer of Vienna
Are not very pure or true.
With my gypsy ancestress and my weird luck
And my Taroc pack and my Taroc pack
I may be a bit of a Jew.

I have always been scared of you,
With your Luftwaffe, your gobbledygoo.
And your neat mustache
And your Aryan eye, bright blue.
Panzer-man, panzer-man, O You——

Not God but a swastika
So black no sky could squeak through.
Every woman adores a Fascist,
The boot in the face, the brute
Brute heart of a brute like you.

You stand at the blackboard, daddy,
In the picture I have of you,
A cleft in your chin instead of your foot
But no less a devil for that, no not
Any less the black man who

Bit my pretty red heart in two.
I was ten when they buried you.
At twenty I tried to die
And get back, back, back to you.
I thought even the bones would do.

But they pulled me out of the sack,
And they stuck me together with glue.
And then I knew what to do.
I made a model of you,
A man in black with a Meinkampf look

And a love of the rack and the screw.
And I said I do, I do.
So daddy, I’m finally through.
The black telephone’s off at the root,
The voices just can’t worm through.

If I’ve killed one man, I’ve killed two—-
The vampire who said he was you
And drank my blood for a year,
Seven years, if you want to know.
Daddy, you can lie back now.

There’s a stake in your fat black heart
And the villagers never liked you.
They are dancing and stamping on you.
They always knew it was you.
Daddy, daddy, you bastard, I’m through.

 

Sandra M. Gilbert’s essay on Plath, collected in the seminal study of women’s poetry,  ‘Shakespeare’s Sisters’, is one of the first critical studies to define Plath primarily as a woman poet, powerfully arguing that she seeks a true female authorial voice through the restriction of the masculine, lyrical ‘I’. This can be seen in ‘Daddy’ as Ich, Ich, Ich, Ich. (German).

All the poems have a common preoccupation: the relation between the individual self and the process in which it comes to identity, to which it is always irreparably bound, and which sooner or later reclaims it. {Plath’s poetry goes beyond the polarised image of self and world, of the transcendent subject and immanent object, which characterises the poetry of most of her contemporaries. It is precisely, because her poetry is intensely private that it records so profoundly and distinctly the experience of living history.} In Plath’s poetry, there is no gap between private and public.

In a famous comment on one of her poems, ‘Daddy’, for the BBC Third programme, Plath spelt this out in explicitly Freudian terms:

‘The poem is spoken by a girl with an Electra Complex. Her father died while she thought he was God. Her case is complicated by the fact that her father was also a Nazi and her mother very possibly part Jewish. In the daughter, the two strains marry and paralyse each other, she has to act out the awful little allegory before she is free of it.

Though the daughter identifies with the ‘Jewish Mother, by the end of ‘Daddy’ she has become a phallic aggressor herself, rejoicing as ‘the villagers’ drive a stake through the fat black heart’ of the vampire father, cutting the black telephone off  “at the root”, in an inescapable image of emasculation, so that “The voices just can’t worm through”. Cutting off the telephone means voices of the past out of which the self has been shaped.’

In that almost unnoticed progression from a single speaker to the collective image of the villagers, Plath gives a further twist to the revolt. She refuses the unitary self-imposed by the parental images, a unity always splitting into two opposed principles, of male and female, active and passive, Nazi and Jew.

The following lines suggest a female speaker whose latent desire for love and approval of her father is mixed with anger and resentment about his premature death:

“I was ten when they buried you.

At twenty I tried to die

And get back, back, back to you.”

The persona of the poem has even resurrected her father (symbolically) by marrying a kind of perverse surrogate father:

“I made a model of you,

A man in black with a Meinkampf look

And love of the rack and screw.

And I said I do, I do.”

I have read these lines over and over and could not choose another poem from her collection as I feel this is the ultimate and appropriate to celebrate her birthday with her other poetry lovers.


 

 

References-

  • The Poetry of Sylvia Plath- A Reader’s guide to essential criticism Ed. by Claire Breene- First ed. 2000 Icon Books Ltd.
  • Suzanne Juhasz- Naked and Fiery Forms: Modern American Poetry by Women, a New Tradition. New York; Straus and Giroux, 1976.